Depression & Passion: Intrinsically Linked
I need to find a reason to wake up in the morning, because right now, I don’t have one. I want to wake up in the morning and feel the desire to go to work. I hate this job and it is not satisfying at all. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. Everything I have done for them in the last year goes either unnoticed or ignored. The firm wanted someone to revamp the organizational scheme, but it’s not working. It’s not taking effect. And honestly, I’ve lost the motivation.
Regardless. This is not enough to wake up in the morning anymore. Money is not enough anymore, either. I find sitting here for 8 hours a waste of my time. I am simply passing the time. I am just surviving and not living.
Surviving. I am good at that. But who isn’t? Anyone can be a robot, passing the time in this world. But I want to live. I want to be happy.
