Love, who needs it? Me.
I just found out that someone I was seeing over the summer left me for another woman. Even though it’s November, I’m still hurt and pissed off. I don’t I understand love and dating. And honestly, it’s killing me.
Why am I having such a hard time finding a worthy companion? It feels like the men who I am interested in always end up being emotionally unavailable/broken and the men who are interested in me are weak and neurotic. Why is there such a discord? What is about me that attracts the unavailable and weak? GO AWAY! I don’t want that!
The level of frustration I feel from this makes me want to punch something. During the day I am angry and bitter and night I just imagine my lover stroking my hair while I fall asleep.
I hate love and the heart.
