November 2009
3 posts
Depression & Passion: Intrinsically Linked
I need to find a reason to wake up in the morning, because right now, I don’t have one.  I want to wake up in the morning and feel the desire to go to work.  I hate this job and it is not satisfying at all.  In fact, it’s quite the opposite.  Everything I have done for them in the last year goes either unnoticed or ignored.  The firm wanted someone to revamp the organizational scheme,...
Nov 7th
"Unloveable" by The Smiths
Oh … I know I’m unloveable You don’t have to tell me I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s yours I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s yours Oh … I know I’m unloveable You don’t have to tell me Oh, message received Loud and clear Loud and clear I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s...
Nov 3rd
Love, who needs it? Me.
I just found out that someone I was seeing over the summer left me for another woman.  Even though it’s November, I’m still hurt and pissed off.  I don’t I understand love and dating.  And honestly, it’s killing me. Why am I having such a hard time finding a worthy companion?  It feels like the men who I am interested in always end up being emotionally unavailable/broken...
Nov 3rd