May 2010
1 post
I'm cheating...
on Tumblr. I’ve started a new blog here: http://prettygirlsmakegraves77.blogspot.com/
more friends are on blogger. I’m not deleting this yet though.
November 2009
3 posts
Depression & Passion: Intrinsically Linked
I need to find a reason to wake up in the morning, because right now, I don’t have one. I want to wake up in the morning and feel the desire to go to work. I hate this job and it is not satisfying at all. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. Everything I have done for them in the last year goes either unnoticed or ignored. The firm wanted someone to revamp the organizational scheme,...
"Unloveable" by The Smiths
Oh … I know I’m unloveable You don’t have to tell me I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s yours I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s yours Oh … I know I’m unloveable You don’t have to tell me Oh, message received Loud and clear Loud and clear I don’t have much in my life But take it - it’s...
Love, who needs it? Me.
I just found out that someone I was seeing over the summer left me for another woman. Even though it’s November, I’m still hurt and pissed off. I don’t I understand love and dating. And honestly, it’s killing me.
Why am I having such a hard time finding a worthy companion? It feels like the men who I am interested in always end up being emotionally unavailable/broken...
October 2009
2 posts
Watch“I Will Possess Your Heart” ~DCFC
It’s another lonely Friday night and I want to call you, but I won’t.
Missing Home
I didn’t think it would happen, but I’m beginning to miss NYC. I’m not feeling the solidarity and the sense of community here that I felt in NYC. There are things to do and people to meet, but they are all in passing. I’m feeling the need to explore outside of LA. This city may be large and spread out, but it’s spread thin.
July 2009
1 post
I Deserve Better Than This
More and more heartache. I feel like I’ve been played for a fool. It’s Friday night and I would like nothing more than to go home to a boyfriend to relax with. Instead, I’m coming home to the possibility of not seeing the guy I’m supposedly dating because he is scared and can’t have a girlfriend right now. He is emotionally unavailable. With me, he holds his...
June 2009
4 posts
Let it go, man...
If you’re someone who knows me, then you know that I can be a bit obsessive about things. I HAVE TO HAVE ANSWERS. A sure way to drive me insane is not to give me answers on things. Among some of my other awesome traits [note sarcasm], thing is a real shitty one because I can waste a lot of time and energy wondering why [insert bullshit] happened and why I don’t have an answer about...
May 2009
22 posts
That's messed up...
I just want to say thank you jerk. Because of you I lost a friend. I hope you spend a lot of nights sad and lonely.
Your First Mistake Was Thinking You Could Relate
Last weekend I stopped by the Elliott Smith memorial wall. I remember when I first found out about this memorial. I was living in New Jersey at the time and I was obsessed with Elliott. I had only recently started listening to him. I realized that my favorite song of his (Needle in the Hay) was in my favorite movie (The Royal Tenenbaums). Then I started the internet research! I found other...
Abbot Kinney
Last Sunday I decided to meet up with a friend and explore Abbot Kinney in Venice. This was, by far, one of my more cooler explorations in California. I had no idea there were these canals in Venice, CA. In fact, I had only seen canals in Venice, Italy. Super good time.
Oh, and I had a bomb-ass torta at the Tortilla Grill and some gelato at N’Ice Cream. Delicious!
I hate today.
vromans:
Seriously. Die already, Wednesday.
Wednesday was equally bad for me.
Well, hello!
Okay, so I’m new this whole blog/tumblr thing. I’m not really sure how I’m going to use this page. Maybe I’ll use it to vent about crap in my life or to discuss cool things that I’ve come across. In any event, I hope you enjoy reading my page. It’ll be slow, but it’ll get there.
